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In Between
03:26
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Trying to get up from my knees but it's harder than it seems
I can't go back and I can't move on
I feel that I'm stuck somewhere in between
The pictures from the past still tear me up inside
I've never felt so lost, I've never been so tired
Of endless search for answers I don't seem to find
My memories are haunting me
I don't think I'll fall asleep tonight
I try hard to fight my demons that keep me wide awake
I hate myself for the things that I fucked up
For every single fault and every mistake
Feels like I'm running in circles and everything is the same
I know I will endure, time is the only cure
Almost a year has passed but why is there so much pain?
I can't take it anymore
And I do my best to disengage
Myself from you
But no matter how I try
I can't let go
Let go of you and I
I close my eyes and all I see is you
And no matter how I try
I can't let go of you and I
You took a part of my heart
There's something missing
It's never been so hard to carry on
I'm screaming my lungs out
But you're not listening
I hope you'll hear my message on your stereo
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Distances
03:02
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Here’s to the days you used to make me feel alive
I looked into your eyes and held your hand, I thought that you were mine
Now all that’s left is just a memory in my head
Feels like the fairytale gone band
I can't believe that you're gone
And now I feel like everything's falling apart
‘Cause you are really all that I can think about
And you're the only one that I know I can't live without
These long empty days I can't take anymore
I try to fight back tears lying awake on my bedroom floor
And every time I close my eyes I see your pretty face
The memories of me and you are not easy to erase
Now loneliness is my best friend, it never felt so real
All I can do is keep counting days, but seems like time stands still
Walk down the streets like a ghost
In my own company I start missing you most
And I spend days and nights sucked into my cell phone
Oblivious of everything I long for you to call
I feel paralyzed, nothing can set me free
Tell me that you're okay, let me know that you think of me
Cause every time I close my eyes I see your pretty face
The memories of me and you are not easy to erase
Now loneliness is my best friend, it never felt so real
All I can do is keep counting days, but seems like time stands still
But distances can't split us, I know it for sure
It's just another challenge that we must endure
I know we will endure
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3. |
Wake Me Up
02:33
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Not sure how long can I put up with delusion
I'm tired and I need a break
Losing grip on reality and feeling like
Everything around is fake
Wasting time, nine to five and getting drunk on weekends
Shaking hands, faking smiles to all these so-called friends
Living life in disguise it’s what we all are used to
I just want to escape, I'm sick of all this pretence
Wake me up from this nightmare
Drag me out of this despair
How can we be fine trying to live a lie?
Shake me up, I feel desperate
Help me out to leave this cage
What will be at stake if the game we play is fake?
Do you remember when we were dreaming of a better life, thinking the world was ours to conquer?
But facing reality we are slowly building fences between where we are and where we wanna be
Growing stale, looking back on where we started and wondering how did we end up this way?
Just maybe I am that old-fashioned guy
Who still believes in love and tries to make things right
So skeptical about everything
Because what they say is not what they mean
And maybe I am just wasting time
Trying to figure out what's going on in life
Still wondering if it all makes sense
Still asking if it's me or everybody else
DISILLUSION
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4. |
Cutting Ties
02:41
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Another part of my fucked up life
I think it's almost over
It's safe to say that I'm cutting ties
I'm breaking up with you
You just pretend that you care for me
I'm sick of all your lying
(I'm sick of all your bullshit and all your lying)
I wish I wasn't too blind to see
To see I don't mean much to you
(It took some time to realize that I don't mean much to you)
I will be just fine without you
(It's all I want to believe)
Will you sleep tonight?
(Or will you think of me?)
I cannot explain what went wrong
(How did we end up this way?)
But I regret nothing that is done
‘Cause I know the best is yet to come
The thoughts of you tear me all apart
It's not what I expected
There's no repair for my paper heart
It's bleeding violently
All I've been planning is falling through
And I am so frustrated
(You always let me down and I am so frustrated)
This time I just had enough of you
And empty promises you make
(Appointments that you break and empty promises you make)
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5. |
Show Me The Way
02:34
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My lonely state is almost sleeping
I want to leave it but I'm so scared
And every breath I take feels like dirty smoke
My soul is like a stranger in the fog
Trying to find a light in the darkness until it's too late
But it's too late
Show me the way, show me the road
I'm not afraid of walking alone
I'm sure I won't be missing this town
I know I'll make it on my own
Show me the way
Don't tell me the stories of broken bones
I've got so many scars that I must lie with my eyes closed
It's too late for me to hope for the best
‘Cause my heart is torn out of my chest
Show me the way, show me the road
I'm not afraid of walking alone
I'm sure I won't be missing this town
I know I'll make it on my own
My body is aching and my eyes are sore
I've seen too much, too much to ignore
I don't know who you are, but you're my only hope
And I want to believe you
My lonely state is almost sleeping
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6. |
Finally Home
03:06
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I'm drowning in hesitation
They say good things come to those who wait
But every step I make makes me believe I've got what it takes
I wasted so much time trying to find solutions
Don't tell that it's too late for me to make up for my mistakes
I'd rather fail again but I am better off this way
I've had enough of the life in chains
(Whoa, I've been waiting for so long)
I can't see light through the haze of pain
(There's always more than meets the eye)
Sometimes it's not easy to comprehend
(Whoa, my illusion was so strong)
The darkest night will come to an end
(Keep faith and soon the sun will rise)
I still remember your laughter
You always treat me like second best
You are still trying to put out the fire inside my chest
You're leading me astray trying to misdirect me
But I won't lose my way, you'll see me rising above the rest
You’d better save your breath, your words just make no sense at all
Searching for a place
Where my soul could stay
I'm too tired and exhausted to roam
But as time goes by
Changing me inside
Now I feel like I'm finally home
I'm drowning in hesitation
They say good things come to those who wait
I think I've found my salvation
Now I can make up for my mistakes
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